NOTE TO SELF

NOTE TO SELF:

I need to bring a notebook or note pad with me wherever I go so that I could jot down whatever ideas hit me, whenever and wherever I am.

I remember thinking of something to blog about while I was on my way home early this evening but now that I am actually in front of my laptop, I can’t remember a thing. All I remember thinking was how much I need money now, how I would earn it and how I could repay Allen’s generosity these past few days.

Yuuuuur… I hate the feeling of not having money. Gone were the days when my dad would only give me 200php for my fare, while my tito would give me 500php for my weekly allowance. Yes. I had to endure One academic year of making 700pesos enough for food, transpo and readings for a whole week. I took tutoring (torturing) jobs for extra money, aside from being a CWTS Rappelling instructor once a week.

The reason why I’m taking jobs like freelance writing even though my dad can now provide me with everything and anything that I want is because I want to have money whenever I go out and see something I want to buy. I want to shower my family with gifts or pasalubong whenever I go home from school.

SELF PITY — one emotion that I don’t like to feel.ever.again.