Insecurities and Envy

I admit it: I sometimes badmouth other people just to feel good about myself.

I have a lot of insecurities, and satisfaction is sometimes not in my vocabulary. I sometimes don’t like people who look better than me, smarter than me and I sometimes loathe girls prettier than me. So one of my remedies for the constant nagging of envy is to convince myself that I am better than them and they are way below my level.

And i do believe other people think negatively of me, and try to ruin my reputation by sayong bad things about me.. But what the heck! i Don’t care!

It is childish, immature and just plain mean. I am not perfect — nobody is. And admit it, YOU have once or twice (or even sometimes more than that) badmouthed other people to cover up your insecurities and envy, right?

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