Get some scars
Delinquency Over
Thursday, October 8, 2009
The semester’s coming to an end and I feel like I haven’t really achieved anything. I’m giving up ES13 because I am absolutely, positively sure, that I won’t pass that course. My scores in the 4 exams are consistent (including the decimal), and I have to perfect the 5th exam and the finals.
I’m thinking, if only I’ve studied enough and done well during my early college days, I wouldn’t be shifting to MetE. I would have been a part of the graduating batch this March and I would have made my parents proud by graduating on time.
My performance this semester has made realize that I am not a hopeless case after all. I realized I can still achieve good grades if I wanted to, perfect the exams if I studied well, and how I wasted 4 years of my life by being irresponsible and forgetting that I have an obligation to do my best as a student. I shouldn’t have partied during the nights I needed to study for an exam. I shouldn’t have been drinking the night before a term paper was due.
I thought I would never again experience the pleasure of telling your parents that you were able to perfect an exam and seeing their faces light up with pride.
