stuck on you

I’m already sleepy but I can’t stop studying NOW because I still don’t get the topics for the exam. I keep on solving and solving problems, but also keep on getting wring answers — and its frustrating FYI.

I’ve read the lecture notes for the nth time, but I still don’t get it. I still don’t get the correct way of solving for flextural stress and transverse shear. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH THAT IN THE REAL WORLD? Am I going to solve for those values everyday? I’d rather kill myself than encounter that in my daily life.

I’m going back to studying. Sheesh. It’s a holiday, you know? And I am stuck with all these readings and problems. Jeez.

on being a sports buff

Another writer’s block… One minute I’m full of ideas, the next… I sit in front of my laptop waiting for thoughts to flow freely. But still, I can’t seem to find the right words to express my feelings/thoughts afraid that I might offend someone or maybe whoever’s going to read my entry would think that I’m being pathetic — again.

So yeah. I’m this uninspired person, who’s trying so hard to write a sensible blog post.

So anyway… On volleyball…

I’m thinking of training with the guys to get stronger and to sweat more. LOL. It’ll be a great way to lose all the excess fats I’ve been gaining from pigging out. And I have to lose my anxiety attack on the court so that I could play well. I met new friends and i enjoy hanging out with them. I am the second oldest one (in terms of age) on the team, and they mock me by calling me ‘ate’. I don’t want to be called ‘ate’, it makes me feel old.

I’m thinking of trying ultimate Frisbee after the university intramurals. I won’t have schedules for volleyball trainings and games, so I think I’ll have ample time to actually learn the sport. I’m saving up to buy shoes and preparing myself for the tan (if not dark) skin I’ll get from playing the sport. It’s a sport that I’ve been wanting to try for a long time already, but I can’t find people to play it with. After finding out that Karen went to Singapore for a tournament, I was more eager to learn Frisbee since it’ll be a great way for me to travel to places. She encouraged me to try the sport, and I told her that I would try it during the second semester.

I’m not trying to be a sports buff person. I just want to find and try activities just so I would lose weight and enjoy myself at the same time. I’ve gained weight again (I’m 133 lbs. Oops! I shouldn’t have told you that. Secret lang natin to ah?), and I am pressured to lose it ASAP.

So for those who want to try out/play sports with me, contact me na lang *wink*. =)