Things that bother me

And so because I’m bored and tired from studying and solving problems in ES13, I decided to take a break… And write senseless things that has been bothering me for quite some time now.

1. There is a certain limit on kamalditahan. I know someone who thinks she’s better than anybody never fails to rub it in the faces of the people she works with. If she doesn’t want the task given to her by someone more SENIOR and more AUTHORITATIVE than her, she throws tantrums and makes sure everybody sees it. 

She’s an athlete too. But I guess she doesn’t know the meaning of being a good sport. When on the losing end, she flares up and loses her temper which greatly affects her game.

She’s a good friend of mine, but sometimes her temper really bothers me.

2. I hate people who over react on things. I hate people who are too PERKY. I hate people who are smart alecs and act as if they know EVERYTHING.

She wears her hair in a high ponytail and lets it bounce every time she walks.

At first, I thought there was nothing to hate about her. She’s smart and friendly and nice to talk with. But the more I see her and how she acts around everybody, it was like I am seeing her in a new light; I was finally seeing things a friend of mine hates about her.

DEFINE OA. HER. Too perky. Hate it.

3. I admit I am jealous some people I know who are also taking ES13 passed the first exam… and I didn’t. My score’s not that low, nor is it far from the passing grade. But still, I have already failed GOAL 1 — to get exempted (or at least get a high grade) in that subject.

So now, I am using that envy as a driving force to do better in the second exam.

4. I’ve been writing less and less these past few days. I’m running out of creative juices.

Even majority of my posts in tumblr are reblogs.

I’m scared of getting my hopes up.  Even though I’m living (and miraculously surviving) a life full of uncertainties.

I am not sure how everything would end. I’m still crossing my fingers and hoping for the best, though.