Because i’m scared to fail again

After so many failures in the past, I’m scared to fail anything again.

I promised myself I would study well so I won’t get any 5s this semester… But my ominous failing grade in the 1^st exam in ES13 tells me otherwise. Maybe I should have exerted more effort in studying and solving problems. But I’m sure I’ve done enough reviewing for the 1^st exam and I was sure I was going to pass that effin’ exam.

This morning, I had an exam in one of my major subjects. Engineering economy (as if our poor economy needs any analysis! Pfffft.) 2 hours wasn’t enough to answer the looooooong and tedious problem solving he gave us. I DON’T WANT TO FAIL THAT EXAM! They are actually expecting me (hence the PRESSURE!) to be one of the top scorers in his exam since I am always making pa-bibo in his class.

I still have an exam tomorrow and I’m not yet done reading all the slides Ma’am Kate gave us. ARGH. Huway?! Why do they have to schedule ALL the exams on the SAME WEEK??!