Another Gloomy Post

I decided not to go to the movie date with clubbers last night, so I asked my orgmate for a refund. When he asked me why I was canceling, I simply told him I just didn’t feel like going out. He told me, “Okay lang yan. Baka hindi ka lang talaga masaya kaya ayaw mo sumama.” It was a HARD, bitch slap on the face and I was speechless but I still managed to give him a weak smile.

It’s true. I’ve been unhappy this past few days and I try to cover it up by finding things to do to keep me preoccupied. I’m trying to push unhappy thoughts to the back of my mind so that I can move on with my life… Every moment of tranquility is treasured.

I don’t want to be a nuisance to my friends — I don’t want to pester them with my problems knowing that they have their own issues to think of. Still, I wish they would be a wee bit more sensitive. You know. Where they can figure out that something’s bothering me even when I don’t tell them.

So there’s my unhappy life. Hurrah for misery! Hurrah for the extra pounds that I managed to shed.

I wish I could find something happy to blog about. I’m sorry guys for the gloomy blog posts recently. Will write happy thoughts as soon as I recover from this. =)