Something Else

They say there’s a reason for everything…

But the sad truth is that: some reasons are not reasonable enough to justify the cause…

Howkay. I’ve come to a decision of not posting blogs that has anything to do with him — well at least I’ll try. I don’t have anyone to talk to. I don’t want to be a burden to my friends by telling them over and over again how miserable my life is. I don’t want to weigh them down with my problems. (I know what you’re thinking: So this girl thinks she has the right to shout to the world her misery? We have our own problems too you know.)

I’m sorry. Instead of mocking me, why not give me a good advice instead? Now that would be of great help.

Why the sudden decision to stop blogging about him?

1. I’m being pathetic.
2. He’s not reading my blog anymore.
3. No matter how hard I try to write good stuff about him, it’s not going to make him come back. Yes. I have to face that fact.

I’m torn between holding on and letting go. Advices from friends aren’t much of help either. I guess this is something I have to decide on all by myself. I still believe that there is a chance that I would be able to fix the mess I made, but what he’s doing right now (acting indifferent and all) tells me something else.