class schedule

  
  waaah. sana makuha ko tong sched na to .. PEro dahil bano pa din CRS ng UP (technical problems daw), wala na namag results para sa 2nd run. Haaay.

Ripe Mangoes

I’ve recently discovered that ripe mangoes go really well with condensed milk. I got addicted to it actually. And it gets better when the mangoes are really sweet and chilled.

all about love

# “Wag masyado magpadala sa text.”

# Hindi mo maco-control ang ibang tao. TRUST him/her as long as alam niya yung limitations niya. definition ng TAMA sa MALI.

# “Take it slow”. Steady lang. (wag parang adik sa pag mamadali mag ka relasyon)”

# “Maniwala sa IT’S COMPLICATED™ na status ng friendster. Mayroong ganun, kung di mo pa nararanasan, wag nang naisin na maramdaman. matuto sa pag kakamali ng iba. you dont need to have lukemia, to know how bad it is”

# “Learn to LET GO kung alam mong wala”

# Don’t stay because you think, “it will get better.” you’ll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.

# Sometimes he/she mistreat you because you allow them to. Maintain boundaries in how he/she treats you.

# “Keep your DIGNITY.”

# “If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. if he doesn’t want you, nothing can make him stay. ( *lady *her *she)

# “Wag magselos sa siblings and relatives ng prayer partner mo.( weird yon. mag pa check up kung ganun. kasal na ba kayo? inangkin mo na yata sya.) “

# “Ang QT (quality time), at least 5 hours lang per week.”

# “Hindi ang temptation ang lalayo sa inyo, kelan ba ngyari yon??, KAYO mismo ang lumayo.”

# “Don’t revolve your life around him/her. Learn to be independent.”

# “Hindi dahilan ang TIME.”

# “Allow your intuition to save you from heartache. Kadalasan tama ito mga ladies.”

# “If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you, as you
deserve (hurting emotionally and physically), you can’t “be friends”. A friend wouldn’t mistreat a friend ng sobra sobra.

# “Wag magpadala sa SITUATION (kilig moments dahil crush mo siya). baka overwhelmed ka lang.”

# “Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Baka pinagtatanggol mo pa siya kahit alam mong mali ung ginagawa niya sayo. paminsan-minsan take off your helmet.”

# “When you meet anyone, remember it’s a holy encounter. As you treat them you will treat yourself. as you think of them, you think of yourself. never forget this, for in them you will find yourself or lose yourself.”

# “Ang kayang I-workout, I-WORKOUT.”

# Hindi totoo ang reason na “IT’S NOT YOU, IT’S ME.”

# “If something bothers you, speak up. Mahirap kapag nagpapakiramdaman lang kayo. LALO NA WITH PARENTS AND FAMILY MEMBERS”

# “OPEN COMMUNICATION, TRUST AND HONESTY are the most important ingredients in any relationship.”

# “Ok lang na magselos, basta yung pakilig lang.”

# “Make him/her miss you sometimes. e.g. when a man always know where you are, and you’re always readily available to him, he takes it for granted.”

# “Always make time for your family and friends.”

# “You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you. a relationship
consists of two WHOLE individuals. look for someone complimentary.
not supplementary. (engineering/math pips, hindi ito in degrees angles.)”

# “Wala yun sa tagal ng relationship. nasa pagmamahal.”

# “There’s NO SUCH THING as MR. RIGHT/MS. RIGHT. It’s how he/she becomes rightfully because of you.”

# “There’s NO SUCH THING as COOL OFF/GRAY AREA ( “ayaw ko muna sayo NGAYON, lets take time away from each other and meet other people, tas pag di nag work DOON, eh di tayo na ulit”. pffffttt.. kung white, white. kung black, black. walang GRAY AREA.”

# “Always think a number of times before deciding on to something important.”

# “You need to let go of the past to have a future- (na rinig ko sa ICE AGE 2. haha).”

# “Do not take anyone for granted.”

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It’s human nature that a person can get attracted to another.

one may get attracted to numerous prospects, and

its ok.

as long as, you don’t nurse the feeling and do something IMMEDIATELY about it.

think, pray, and wait for the GO signal.

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Women’s Lingerie

What’s so special about women’s lingerie? Why are they popular amongst women and men alike?

 They are designed tobe visually appealling and erotic, usually made of silk or thin materials. Until before  the 21st century, the primary function of lingeries were to define the shape of a woman, alter their shape, hygenic purposes, or for modesty. Back then, the designs were usually bulky and uncomfortable to wear.

Nowadays, some designs also serve as outerwear. 

No to smoking

REASONS WHY I WON’T SMOKE EVER AGAIN:

1. It causes dry skin…

Pagkatapos mag-yosi, ang dry ng feeling. Parang uhaw na uhaw ka. Kaya siguro talagang masarap ka-partner ng yosi ang softdrinks at kape. Natutuyo din ang lips pagkatapos mag-yosi. Hindi na tuloy kissable lips. LOL.

1. Nakakabutas ng bulsa

Siyempre kailangan may budget ka para sa daily dose mo ng nicotine. Kung chain smoker ka pa, kulang ang 50php sa isang araw para sa yosi. Madalas mo pang mawawala ang lighter mo (pano kasi, minsan merong mga nanghihiram naman na hindi sinosoli). Bibili at bibili ka ng bago. Panget naman kung posporo

lang ang gagamitin mo pang-sindi. At kapag umiinom, siyempre hindi pwedeng mawala ang kaha ng yosi sa mesa. Eh kaso, pag sa mga bar umiinom, twice ng presyo ang charge nila para sa isang kaha. Sus.

1. Dumidikit ang amoy ng yosi EVERYWHERE

When I say everywhere, I really mean EVERYWHERE. Sa damit, sa kamay, at may added bonus pa. BAD BREATH. Another turn-off. Sino naman kasi ang may gustong humalik sa bibig na mala-ashtray na ang amoy. O diba diba?

1. He told me na bawal na magyosi

Okay. Next reason please.

1. Madaling hingalin ang mga smokers

Oyeah. Sising-sisi ako kanina kung baket nga ba naman ako nag-yosi noon. Ngayon ako nag-susuffer sa consequences. 25 meters sa pool hindi ko kagad matawid ng derecho???! Dahil pagdating pa lang sa gitna, para nang sasabog ang lungs ko. Dang. NO TO SMOKING. QUIT. QUIT.

Sorry

I’m sorry, okay? 

Sorry na. Bati na tayo? Usap mo na ko. )

Today (2)

TODAY, GOD WANTS ME TO KNOW THAT:

On this day of your life, Berenice, we believe God wants you to know…
… that it’s your heart that knows who loves you, not your ears or eyes.

Listen to the words, and you can be fooled. Look at the actions, and you can be fooled. You are loved only when you feel loved. Who makes your heart soar now? Well, what are you waiting for?

Upsized cheeseburger meal

Can somebody please scold me for eating an upsized cheeseburger float meal? Damn. It will go down the hips by tomorrow.

But I think I have every excuse to pig out anyway:

1. I was depressed the whole day (actually kagabi pa)
2. The laundry woman didn’t come today. So I don’t have anything to wear tomorrow. If I’d known that she wasn’t coming today, I should have washed my clothes yesterday.
3. Had a big fight with my parents.
4. A sudden realization came to me while I was in the shower. *glass shattering* ‘no matter how I try and whatever I say, he won’t change his mind.’
5. So I got more depressed.
6. I was hungry.

So there. I will make another promise to myself again — no fast foods ‘til next month.

Something Else

They say there’s a reason for everything…

But the sad truth is that: some reasons are not reasonable enough to justify the cause…

Howkay. I’ve come to a decision of not posting blogs that has anything to do with him — well at least I’ll try. I don’t have anyone to talk to. I don’t want to be a burden to my friends by telling them over and over again how miserable my life is. I don’t want to weigh them down with my problems. (I know what you’re thinking: So this girl thinks she has the right to shout to the world her misery? We have our own problems too you know.)

I’m sorry. Instead of mocking me, why not give me a good advice instead? Now that would be of great help.

Why the sudden decision to stop blogging about him?

1. I’m being pathetic.
2. He’s not reading my blog anymore.
3. No matter how hard I try to write good stuff about him, it’s not going to make him come back. Yes. I have to face that fact.

I’m torn between holding on and letting go. Advices from friends aren’t much of help either. I guess this is something I have to decide on all by myself. I still believe that there is a chance that I would be able to fix the mess I made, but what he’s doing right now (acting indifferent and all) tells me something else.

Today

TODAY, GOD WANTS ME TO KNOW THAT:

You can tell yourself that you have already decided, that nothing now can stop you, but if that step backwards is so much safer than step forwards, what will hold you true to your path when the going gets tough? Sometimes, the right thing to do is to take that first irreversible step, the one after which you cannot go back. And now, for you, is one of those times.

PRIDE.PRIDE.PRIDE

Pride is what’s keeping me from dialing his number and asking him what’s wrong.

Pride is what’s keeping me from texting him and asking if he’s mad at me.

Pride is what’s keeping me from begging him to change his mind.

Pride is what’s keeping me from asking him to stay.

Pride is what’s keeping me showing a façade and fooling everybody that I’m okay even though I’m not.

Pride is what’s keeping me going even though I’m broken inside.

PRIDE. PRIDE. PRIDE. And my friends tell me I don’t have that anymore. NEWSFLASH people:

If I didn’t have my pride, I could have called him and asked him what the hell I did for him to act so indifferent towards me.

If I didn’t have my pride, I could have asked him to stay.

If I didn’t have my pride, I could have told him he still makes my day.

And though I still have my pride, I can’t bear the thought of him seeing other girls.

PRIDE. Stand tall or swallow it?

I’m Sorry

another emo moment

on being healthy

Why do we need to take nutritional health supplements everyday?

I take vitamin E and omega everyday. It’s good for the skin and for the brain. Since the A H1N1 virus is already here in the Philippines, we ought to watch out for our health and build our resistance.

Since we are busy with our everyday lives — work, school and other extracurricular activities — we rely mostly on fast foods which don’t provide the daily nutrition our body needs.

With the right nutritional supplements, it would boost our immune system making us resistant to flu.

on losing weight

It has been weeks since I realized I gained 15lbs. I promised myself that I would start shedding those pounds by exercise and right diet. But alas! I haven’t lost a pound since I swore that I would lose weight. At first I thought I was winning this battle by controlling my food intake and drinking slimming tea regularly. What I got was diarrhea and I starved myself to death.

I lost unwanted fats around the waist but regained them after 2 weeks. Vacation has started and I also started on eating greasy burgers and pizzas. Can you blame me? Being depressed wasn’t much of help by the way. Instead of losing appetite, I turned to food for comfort.

Maybe I should try those weight loss pills that get advertised in the TV. They claim that they can help a person lose weight in less than a week. Now that’s interesting.

Just what I needed

Lord, I am ready to commit myself to someone I want to fall in love with.
Could I take him/her now? I have prayed for him/her for quite a time now.

The Lord answered,

“No, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled and content with being loved by Me alone. You need to give yourself totally unreserved to Me because in Me your satisfaction is to be found. And when you learn to commit yourself to Me alone then, only then is the right time for you to be capable of perfect human relationship that I have planned for you long you thought at it.

You will never be united with another until you are united with Me. You will never learn to speak and understand the true language of love until you hear Me speak it. You will never learn how it is to love and be loved until you feel the tender touch of My LOVE.

I want you to stop planning. Stop wishing and allow Me to step in and give you the most surprising and exciting plan that you can imagine. You are My child. I want you to have the best. Please allow Me to bring it to you. Fix your eyes on Me and expect the greatest things as you watch.

Keep experiencing the satisfaction that I AM. Learn all the things I tell you and be patient. Just wait.

Don’t be anxious. Do not worry. Don’t look around and feel at the things others may have got. Yours will be different because I LOVE YOU. Don’t look at things you think you want. They may not be the things I want for you. Look up straight at Me because you might miss what I want to show you.

And then, when you’re ready, I’ll surprise you with a lover far more wonderful than what you would ever dream of. But I won’t let you have it until you are ready and the one I prepared for you is ready, until you are both satisfied exclusively with Me and the LIFE I have prepared for you.”

* not yet time? I’ll wait then.

Hurt me once, shame on you. Hurt me twice, shame on me.

N-O means NO. When I say it, I mean it. I don’t want people forcing me to do things that I DON’T WANT to do. I don’t want them pestering me and keep on saying crap and bullsh*t things just to convince me. When I make up my mind, there would only be a little chance (or none at all) that I would change the decisions I already made.

    I admit I hold grudges. I forgive easily, but forgetting is a challenge. One minute I’m mad at you, the next I act as if NOTHING happened. But once something triggered the memory of you doing something to me or if you do it again, expect hell to break loose.

    First impression lasts. I might not like you at first, pero kunin mo lang ang kiliti ko, we might even be best friends. I’m a shallow person. Just don’t make me lose my patience. You don’t want to see that side of me.

    When I say I don’t like something, nobody can do anything about it. Stubbornness is my issue, not yours. Same as not really liking a person (more of loathing actually)… No matter how many times or how much effort that person does just to get to my good side, it won’t work.

    I love deeply and my feelings are true. But when I MOVED ON, sending me flowers and chocolates won’t work. By the way, the chocolates are delicious but they’ll be flushed down the toilet later (and besides, I’m on a diet). The best thing to do? Leave me alone. Leave me in peace. Let’s go on with our lives. I am not going to allow anyone take my happiness again. But when I say I’ll hold on to someone, I WILL. I will live on my hopes of ending up with that person in the future. I won’t stop hoping — not unless I see him walk down the aisle with another bride.

    Hurt me once, shame on you. Hurt me twice, shame on me. Hurt me again, run for your life mister.

Horoscope for today

Sunday, May 17:

How about expressing your admiration for a certain someone? You needn’t make a big deal out of it; a sincere, straightforward compliment and a big smile are always welcome. Hold their gaze for just a moment too.

* how can i when that person won’t even talk to me? 

Sweet thought

DESTINY is the bridge you build with the person you love….

                                                                                                                                                 - My Sassy Girl

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what did i do now?