DIET (not!)

I’m getting fat… People tell me that I have gained weight and my love handles are visible whenever I wear light-colored shirts. My pants don’t fit anymore, I always feel bloated, and I feel like my already humongous legs have doubled its size since last Christmas.

I promised myself a million times already that I would start eating less and do more exercises to lose weight — but my lack of self-discipline led me to eat more and gain more weight in a short span of time. So last weekend, I promised (again) that this time, I would force myself to refrain from eating too much (kahit na sobrang sarap nung food L ). From 1 ½ cups of rice, I now content myself with only 2 tablespoons of rice every meal. I will try to jog at least thrice a week but on second thought, would jog at least once or twice a week para hindi lumaka ang mga PATA ko. Tsk.

Oh yeah. I wish this time self-discipline would prevail and hopefully by summer, I would lose enough weight not just so I can wear swim suits to the beach, but also for my old clothes to fit me once again. If i can’t shed these extra pounds that i gained this past few months, i’ll be forced to drink weight loss pills for fast and effective results.

It’s my turn to thank you

You have constantly thanked me and expressed your gratitude for making you happy. I am not really sure why or how I make you happy but still, you’re welcome.

Now that I think of it, I realized I haven’t told you how much you make me happy nor have I thanked you for making me feel special. Those simple text messages telling me how much you miss me is enough to make my day. And whenever I tell you I missed you too, rest assured that I mean it every time I say it. (Mga style mo. Nagpapamiss pa lalo. Hahaha.)

Words aren’t enough to describe how special you are to me. (oo. Ginagaya ko style mo). I almost lost hope and was on the verge of giving up when you taught me and made me realize that I can still find happiness.

I know one of these days you’ll drop by my blog and read this entry (bilang sabi mo fan kita hahaha).

Lugi ako. Hahahaha. Alam mo mga thoughts ko. Yung sayo NO IDEA ako. Ang hirap pa mangfish sayo. Hehehe.