BLISS

I wish he would stop making it hard for both of us. I decided to let go and move on because I realized that I could find my happiness in somebody else. I am happy with the guy I like right now. Even though I’m still not sure of his intentions and I don’t have any assurance if he has feelings for me, I am contented with the thought of knowing that somebody knows my worth and gives the time and effort to make me feel that I am important. It’s too soon for me to tell that I am already in love with him… But if what’s happening right now would continue, sooner or later the flirting and ‘bolahan’ would eventually lead to a serious relationship (hehehe tamang pagfifeeling lang ako! Hahahaha).

I’ve waited and suffered long enough to make the right decision of letting go and moving on. I made myself forget all the pain and hurt that I felt. I am not doing this for revenge or just to make him feel what he made me feel back then. As much as possible, I don’t want him to go through the pain that I went through. I don’t want to be a selfish jerk who loves seeing someone cry and get hurt because of me.

Don’t blame me if I made the decision of finding my happiness with somebody else. After pain and sorrow, I know there comes healing, contentment and eventually, bliss. Let me be. Letting go would make me happy. I wish he would stop hurting himself and realize that he’ll find someone else.

Ayaw ko ng….

You know what I hate the most?

It’s when people pretend to be someone whom they’re not.

Ayoko sa mga plastic.

Ayoko sa mga mapagkunwari.

Ayoko sa mga naglilinis-linisan.

Ayoko sa mga pa-demure effect.

Ayoko ng sinisita ako sa mga ginagawa ko pero siya pala ganun din ang ginagawa.

Nakakainis.

Lost Geol notebook

It’s official — my notebook in Geol11 is missing. I have searched every space, corner and crevices in our boarding house in desperate hope of finding my notebook. I’ve been forcing my brain to remember where I last put it, but failed. I can’t recall the last time I’ve seen it, or the last time I brought it to school. (Yep. Absent ako ng ilang meetings dun. SORRY NAMAN.)

The exam’s this week and I NEED TO FIND THAT NOTEBOOK!! DAMMET.