REGRET part I

I still regret shifting to another course. I still doubt if I have a future in Metallurgical Engineering. When people find out that I came from Industrial Engineering, they would tell me that they think that there are more opportunities for industrial engineers than for metallurgical engineers.

Did I make the right decision of giving up and shifting to another course? Is despair my reason for choosing another engineering course?

What did I do for my life to be f*cked up like this?

I wish I could have given more attention to my academics. I wish I could have set aside more time for studying. I wish I could have had perfect attendance on all my subjects. … And I wish I could have chosen a course not related to numbers and computations.

Until now I think that Engineering is unsuitable for me and it really is not of my interest. I have chosen to stay because of pride. I could have shifted out during my second year if only I have known that staying would lead to problems like this.