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JULY 18 - a promising day

Friday, July 18, 2008

  Today is July 18… If things and events were any different,. i would probably be excited and sooooo happy today..     Anyway.. I don’t have class today and i promised myself i will study for my exams next week. I have too many backreadings, reaction papers, powerpoint presentation and problems to solve for statics and statistics. HAGGARD? Tell me about it…

    I also promised that i will be extra nice to him today.. He still owes me big time but then, what are friends for? haha… Sarcastic.
   
    I thought i would wake up this morning feeling blue and everything, but then the exact opposite happened. These past few days were great, actually. I stopped thinking about him and it felt nice— really. But im still waiting for the day that i will wake up in the morning and the first thing that will come into my mind is ‘I DONT CARE ANYMORE’. Because i believe that I still have feelings for him, pero hindi na maggrow ung love na natira.
   
    I still care for him. Pero minsan kapag tinetext niya ko na may problema o kailangan siya, i can’t help thinking na ska na lang ako tinatakbuhan pag may kailangan siya? Anyway, it doen’t matter anymore.. Im moving on. I can’t blame those people who don’t believe me. Kasi, i think it shows that i’m still in love with him.

    Im feeling great now. It feels like a heavy weight has been removed from my shoulders. parang nawlan ng tinik sa lalamunan ko. Yung ganung feeling ba. ANG SARAP..

    I found new people to spend my time with. Bumabalik na ulet ang mundo ko. Hindi na siya ang iniikutan. Im having fun spending my afternoons with my buddy and other co-jis. MASAYA NA KO.

    1/2= FULFILLED/MASAYA
    1/4 = depressed(minsan)
    1/4 = STRESSED

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