keep your friends close, but your enemies closer

 I feel so helpless …

I thought that i was already winning from a battle that i have tried so hard to survive. I thought that i was okay and i can manage life without him. BUT NO.. I was wrong..

Being friends with him is so hard pala. Now i believe people when they say that its hard to be friends with your ex. Lalo na pag clsoe pa din kayo.  Actually i have already accepted the fact na break na kami. But what i can’t accept is, nakikipagdate na siya sa iba.. Sadness… And i don’t like the girl that he’s dating now. (as if naman mei karapatan pa ko diba?) hehehe..

Eniwei.. Im just so f*cking depressed because last weekend, i thought i was really over him.. haaay..