FAt is not bad

I was watching Discovery Channel earlier this afternoon and learned that fat is good for your body. When your body runs out of carbohydrates to convert into glucose, which in turn is converted into energy, your body uses up the fat that is stored in your body.

Our ancestors stored as much fat as possible into their bodies in order to survive. So if you still have any plans to burn all those fat in order to get a perfect 10 body, think again. What you hate the most may be something that can save you in the future.

Always be my baby

We were as one
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be here
So I’ll let you fly
‘Cause I know in my heart
Our love will never die

You’ll always be a part of me
I’m part of you indefinitely
Boy don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling ’cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re ever gonna shake me
Oh darling, ’cause you’ll always be my baby

I aint gonna cry
And I won’t beg you to stay
If you’re determined to leave boy
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you’ll be back again
‘Cause you know in your heart babe
Our love will never end

You’ll always be a part of me
I’m part of you indefinitely
Boy don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling ’cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re ever gonna shake me
Oh darling, ’cause you’ll always be my baby

I know that you’ll be back boy
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder
I know that you’ll be back baby
Oh baby believe me it’s only a matter of time

You’ll always be a part of me
I’m part of you indefinitely
Boy don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling ’cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re ever gonna shake me
Oh darling, ’cause you’ll always be my baby

getting over him

    This is the part that i hate most in break-ups; the process of MOVING ON.

You wake up in the morning feeling lousy and the first thing that comes across my mind is that he’s gone. It’s over. All the good and bad things that happened between you keep on playing repeatedly on your mind and sometimes, you just can’t help but cry knowing that all those moments won’t happen again.

    This is the reason why i promised myself not to commit to anyone after my first relationship failed. It took me a year and a half to completely move on. After that, I successfully avoided  commitments that were waiting to happen. I don’t what happened that madehim an exception to the rule that i have made myself.

    Now i ask myself, How long will it take for me to get over him? 

What’s up doc?

I went to Megamall last week to follow-up the paintings that my father was trying to sell in one of the art shops on the 4th floor.

I passed by a stall that sells rodents like guinea pigs, rabbits and hamsters. I thought, " I think it would be nice if i try to have  a pair of rabbit for a pet." I think it won’t be too much of  a hassle compared to taking care of a dog.

    I remember when i was 10 years old, my father bought me a male and female rabbit. I named the male "Bugs" (event thought he really doesnt’t have any resemblance with Bugs Bunny ) and i named my female rabbit Connie. She didn’t really live that long. Our neighbor’s dog got into our backyard and ate her. (May her soul rest in peace) Bugs on the other hand, ran away after a few days.

    After that short-lived experience, i did not make any attempts to take care of rabbits again. They’re not really fun to be a household pet. you can’t teach them tricks like roll-over or play dead. All you can do with them is to watch them chew and chew and chew the food that you give them.

    But nevertheless, I’ll try getting one just for the heck of it. 

Running out of tears

    Nobody but I could really understand the confusion that i’m going through right now. I’m in between holding on to something that i know really isn’t for me,. and letting go of something that will only cause me unending emotional pain and torture. Everbody’s giving me advices on how to move on and what i should and should not do. But they can’t fully comprehend the hullabaloo that’s been going on in my mind lately.

    I really don’t know what to do right now. I sometimes wakeup in the middle of the night cryin. I wake up in the morning and the first thing that I can think of is:

  "I can’t do this. I’m not yet ready to move on. "

     But then as the day passes by, I would stop what i’m doing and realize,

    "I am decided to move on. "

    This could go on for days and days like an unending cycle. In geometry, it is like a line that could go on and on without you knowing when or where it would end.

    Whenever i cry, I always cry my heart out telling myself, "This is the last time I’m going to shed tears. So why not shed it all, right?" This therapy would help me for a few days and then i would cry again for the same stupid reasons i can’t get over with.

    What should i do is a rhetorical question that people around me try their best to answer. But they are only doing it in vain because they know that no matter how hard they try to persuade me to do things for my own welfare, I would still go on my path leading to more emotional pain, thus leading me to another day of misery.

    I know i am the only one who could really answer my own question. What they are giving me are guidelines to the answer to a puzzle that i’ve been laboriously trying to figure out.

    One day i will wake up in the morning, not crying but rather smiling, because i finally found the answer to the question that i keep on asking myself. Now, I’m just hoping that day would soon come because sadly, i am running out of tears to shed.