it made me realize…

He’s finally here. But he didn’t bring my bag.

I am hungry. Im starving.

I asked him where my bag is but he just shrugged and said that he forgot to bring it.  He apologized for forgetting to bring my bag.  I told him that my lunch was there and i was really really hungry already. I haven’t eaten yet.

he just asked me, "ba’t hindi ka pa naglulunch?"

I really felt like crying then. I tend to get so emotional when im hungry.

When he went for his class, i cried. I really cried and i just can’t stop crying.

What hurt the most was that he made me feel that the fact that i wasn’t able to eat lunch because of him, was lke no bearing for him. 

I cried in the library, in front of the xerox lady, in front of everybody. I wanted to stop because it was really embarassing but i don’t know why i can’t.  I just cried my heart out.

It just made me realize more that i don’t want him back. I DON’T WANT HIM BACK.